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Ramblings about life . . .

What I share about my life is simply to help reinforce the knowledge that it is possible to live with love and laughter, in between the tough times.

Life is what we make of it, no matter how harrowing. We accept and embody this with-in ourselves, thereby allowing the energy to manifest outwardly in our reality.

It starts with each one of us as an individual to form the collective consciousness.

Be the dream.

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Monday, 30 January 2012

Selfishness

It has come to my attention lately that I’ve been so wrapped up in my own world that I’ve neglected those that I know…unless they are in my immediate radius. 

Time seems to fly by…and the next thing I note I’ve not contacted my daughter, mother, a friend, etc…all those living so far away.

I’m wondering if all this ascension work is making me selfish…it would do so to a degree because I am focused inward rather than outward. But as things rush along…and new downloads and uploads happen, I seem to have lost touch with ‘every day life’ as I used to know.


I’ve never had a problem keeping in touch with those that are important to me.

I know…I know…some people get flung out of our reality because they are not resonating at the same vibration. It has happened time and again and on the odd occasion we’ve connected further along the road.

It is walking the fine line between 5D and 3D reality I suppose.

This morning I contacted our friend living in Australia, who’d spent two months back home in South Africa over the Christmas holidays, to tell her that we were coming out. We’d briefly discussed it before she left but I’d not booked the flights…and yet she tells me that I did give her the dates. I don’t remember doing that…

How’s that for confusion…in some reality I am connecting and yet in another I’m not.

Who the heck knows where I am these days. I have to figure it out. Wish there was some flag somewhere letting me know what I’ve done in one reality and what I haven’t in another.

I kinda feel like the motor of a car that has started and we are idling...waiting for the right time to pull off from the kerb.

Hubby is being very secretive…yesterday he disappeared for the afternoon with my nephew and his fiancé – I wasn’t invited. I am suspecting they are conniving something between them...maybe for my 50th? When I asked him what they did he gave me some inane answer. Poor man…we always discuss everything…must be difficult to keep a surprise as a surprise. So I won’t push.

Hubby has outdone himself this weekend with the most amazing meals he has concocted. Said in the run up to my birthday he is spoiling me with food…amongst other things…hehe.

Am I a satisfied woman…yeah…big time…despite being confused about the realities. At least in each one of them he is the same…or is he? Gotta think about that one.



P.S. haha...M11...thanks...'saucey' cat indeed :-)








4 comments:

Anonymous said...

When I read this post KP I see you in cat form stretching luxouriously.
Enjoy! puddy tat
:-)
xx

Karen-Pallas said...

Oh yeah...the cat that got the cream :-)
Thank you, Mkat
Purrrrr
xxx

Anonymous said...

hahaha!
The cat that got the cream ... you saucey cat.

xx
( I want to post Prince's song - Cream ... but it won't let me... you'll have to use your glorious imagination :-) )

Karen-Pallas said...

Oh man...is my imagination ever working over time...hehe.
xxx