Portal opening

Ramblings about life . . .

What I share about my life is simply to help reinforce the understanding that it is possible to live with love and laughter, in between the tough times.

Life is what we make of it, no matter how harrowing. We accept and embody this with-in ourselves, thereby allowing the energy to manifest outwardly in our reality.

It starts with each one of us as an individual to form the collective consciousness.

Be the dream.

We honour the light and the life within you.

Please be aware - I upload other bloggers' posts and then delete after a month. This is my journey and others help me understand where I am, until they become irrelevant (a few posts excepted).

Saturday, 31 March 2012

No more ceremonies?

Last night I had a huge appetite and consumed two hamburgers made by our daughter’s partner. Homemade and delicious. But then…I was so exhausted last night that by about 8.30 I was sitting on the couch with hubby when I fell asleep. I was too tired to even get up and go to the bedroom. It was too much effort, so I simply closed my eyes. He eventually woke me and walked me to the bedroom.

I’m not sure what had happened as we’d had an afternoon sleep. Hubby had felt tired after our lovemaking so needed a sleep.

Second ceremony

So today is the day.

We decided last night to walk along the long beach that stretches for miles. Our daughter and her partner wanted to go with us…but early this morning she stumbled through to the kitchen saying they were too tired and had had enough sun and wanted to sleep in.

So we went by ourselves, which I think was the whole point. I was so looking forward to this. I would have liked to drive some way down the beach before parking and then walking, as I wanted somewhere that would be private and few people would be there, but hubby said he’d rather park on the outskirts of the town and then walk.

Friday, 30 March 2012

The first ceremony

I woke in the early hours of this morning to find 11 beings standing on my side of the bed. Council of Elders I heard. Wondered why there were only 11 as I felt there should be 12…don’t ask me why. I was told that I was the 12th. Hmm…okay I assume that is because of Athena.

I lay quietly before asking if this was part of the ceremony. Yes, they answered it was the first of three days of ceremonies. They would be conducting one a day Thursday, Friday and Saturday.

I was told to lay facing hubby with my back to the beings, which I did. I could feel something enter my solar plexus from the back, through my spine. They then said to touch hubby, so I moved my knee to touch his, as he was lying facing me. I knew hubby was asleep as I could hear his even breathing.

Wednesday, 28 March 2012

Hubby is in his element

Hubby is in his element…he’s always lived by the sea and eaten huge amounts of seafood. Being here on the coast in a small village…he can walk everywhere and spend time by the sea.

Since we’ve arrived, he has been in and out…in and out…in and out. Fishing for a short while…walking along the beach and exploring rock pools…going to the harbour to see what catch had been brought in. Bonding time between him and his future son-in-law, as fishing seems to be a huge pastime here in Australia.

Tuesday, 27 March 2012

Anchoring the energy

Last night and this morning were times of deep love and commitment. Hubby, as ever, knew instinctively what to do.

As we’d been travelling I’d been tuning in and out of the energy, watching with interest everything that was going on around and inside of me.

We retired last night and I could feel the energy within me starting to build. Hubby and I seemed to be on the same wave length…which was unusual as we have been out of step since we left the UK. It was such a pleasure to be in step once again. The kundalini was surely building since Sunday. My sacral was buzzing big time and sending ripples up and down my body.

Monday, 26 March 2012

Heading out to Evans Head

We are driving up to the holiday home on the coast (Northern Rivers). I thought, mistakenly, it was on the Gold Coast…but it is not. I believe the Gold Coast is not a good place to be if you want peace and quiet.

We set out early this morning. As we were driving I settled down after an hour or so to meditate. I found myself walking through some grasslands surrounded by all kinds of ancients. Council of Elders was my thinking, but I am not sure.

Sunday, 25 March 2012

Eat drink and be merry

Full on, hectic and exhausting. I’d forgotten how full on the life of a mum can be.

I’ve eased into my current life stage by stage until finally I don’t have many distractions around me and could concentrate upon myself. Hmm…yeah well, I’ve lost the ability to meditate despite all the chaos around, the ability to quickly snatch time for myself despite the constant interruptions and to remain focused no matter what. Suppose it was what I needed to get me where I am, because in the last few years I have really come into my power big time.

Friday, 23 March 2012

Happy days

The energy arriving on earth these days is causing quite a dilemma amongst many. It is so powerful that anyone not consciously aware of what is going on will be stressing far more than normal.

Not a nice place to be and my heart is working overtime.

Thursday, 22 March 2012

So far...

It was hubby’s birthday when we arrived in Australia. After the long journey…he was a bit grumpy. Understandable.

It was wonderful to see our daughter and our friends. We met their two children for the first time. Really great.
They have such beautiful children…a lovely quiet little girl with long shiny golden blonde hair and a boisterous little boy with strawberry blonde hair.

Sydney, Australia 2012

Sydney  - "The site of the first British colony in Australia, Sydney was established in 1788 at Sydney Cove by Captain Arthur Phillip, of the First Fleet, as a penal colony.[10][11] The city is built on hills surrounding one of the world's largest natural harbours, Port Jackson,[12] which is commonly known as Sydney Harbour. The hinterland of the metropolitan area is surrounded by national parks, and the coastal regions feature many bays, rivers, inlets and beaches, including the famous Bondi and Manly beaches. Within the city are many parklands, including Hyde Park and the Royal Botanic Gardens."

Wednesday, 21 March 2012

The equinox - 21.03.2012

Wishing you all a balanced and beautiful spring or autumn Equinox depending where you are.

Heart hugs

(Although according to my netbook I'm still on the 20th... :-))

Tuesday, 20 March 2012

Seoul - 17 March 2012


We’re sitting here in Seoul after a 9 hour flight from Heathrow.

Erk…a cramped and uncomfortable flight. It’s 7.30am in the UK but 4.30pm in Seoul. My body clock is slightly confused…but I suppose it’s a bit like a night shift. Feel like I need to climb into bed now and have a good four hour sleep…ain’t gonna happen.

We had a plane full.

Friday, 16 March 2012

Further downloads and activations

I’m sitting here too excited to actually focus on writing. Hubby and I are lazing in bed before we have to get up and finalise a few loose ends before we leave for the airport this afternoon.

But…I did promise to write about the latest downloads that occurred on Wednesday.

So here goes…

First off…in the early hours of Thursday morning I had a colossal nosebleed. I woke to find blood pouring out. This is a sure sign that I’ve released something huge and moved up a level…it is one of my gauges…always has been.

Thursday, 15 March 2012

My talk: Parallel Lives and Living in the 5th Dimension and Beyond

The Highest Intent - Healing and Holistic Living Studio are hosting my talk Parallel Lives and Living in the 5th Dimension and Beyond.

It's also on facebook https://www.facebook.com/thehighestintent

Many thanks to all at The Highest Intent for this opportunity. Thanks B.

Wednesday, 14 March 2012

Something within has clicked into place

Something within me has clicked into place. It wasn’t a definite click that I was aware of, but today has been a day full of confidence. So much so that everything I have done today seems to be without effort and I know that I’ve done a good job.

I’m not sure how to explain this. I’ve always been pretty confident about many things…except my spirituality. I’ve always doubted what I have to offer.

Tuesday, 13 March 2012

Downloading codes

I had a very interesting night last night. It seems that 'them up there' are wanting to make sure that when I set foot on Australian and Korean soil to start the sacred union tours…I am as clear as possible…because the offers of help are pouring in.

I’ve not turned any down because I figure there is a reason…as this has never happened to me before.

A twin-flame couple were recommended to me on Sunday and we made contact last night. They basically have started to recall the codes they created during Atlantean times and are in the process of downloading them to pass them on. It increases your light quotient and heals emotional blocks all lifetimes.  


I have long been fascinated by the world of fantasy. This includes goblins, fairies, vampires, shifters, demons, etc.

Okay…so I’m not a movie fan of Star Trek or Star Wars or Buffy but I do enjoy a good book about anything along those lines. And…I loved the Lord of the Rings movies…hated the books but loved the movies.

I see that there is a movie out called John Carter penned by Edgar Rice Burroughs. Made me think about the family rumour that he is our great grandfather’s brother…or something along those lines. I’ve tried doing a family tree but I can’t find any connection.

Monday, 12 March 2012


It is time for me to start spending time in the sun and doing a bit of sungazing.

I didn’t realise how spoilt I was with the sun when I lived in Africa. You take what you have for granted until it’s gone and then you realise what a difference it made in your life.

This is the main reason that whenever we go on holiday it is to a hot country we know we will get sunshine…that and the fact that my body doesn’t like it too cold. Suppose I could get used to being in a bitterly cold country if I put my mind to it…but haven’t had any reason to do so, so far anyway.

I’ve adjusted to the coldness of the UK and I’m okay with it.

My inner reality

Hmm…blasts from the past seem to be the theme for me lately…not only from past lives that I thought I’d cleared but also from past things in my current life.

My high school’s reunion that took place on the first weekend in March. Loads of photos are downloaded onto FB and one was a video of our principle (now retired and 84 years old) giving a speech at the reunion. I’d recognise that voice and those hand gestures anywhere. Made my heart all gooey…such fond memories…probably because I’m older. Those kinda things don’t hold the same energy it did when you’re a teenager involved in it, does it?

Sunday, 11 March 2012

My oracle loves to dance

The oracle loves to dance. So I’ve been dancing almost every day. When dancing she is free and happy and can express herself. When we’d stop dancing, she’d become wary and withdrawn.

I did the Hearts and Breasts Meditation to keep my heart connection with her. Each time I tuned in I’d find an older version of her sitting in front of me, white milky eyes glaring sightlessly as she bared her teeth like a wild animal growling a warning, dirty and bedraggled with a wild mop of unwashed hair and then she'd hunch over and disappear inside herself.

Friday, 9 March 2012

If I could...

This song by Seal has been playing in my head for days now.

I've had a full on clearing and then some Wednesday. It was put on hold yesterday because I had a full day at work and then went straight to an award ceremony with a colleague. Our unit was up for the Chairman's Cup for Teamwork...and guess what...we won :-)  Yay. Okay we won half of the cup because we were joint winners with another unit. But still...

Wednesday, 7 March 2012

The oracle

During my break last night I had a bit of a break down. 

Late afternoon yesterday day I’d read something that triggered a reaction in my body but I pushed it to one side, cos I was busy cooking up a storm making lotions and potions.

So the first time I actually sat down and was with myself was during my break.

Tuesday, 6 March 2012

Hehe :-)

Hehe…I found a condom under my pillow this morning. Hubby must have put it there while I’d been downstairs making myself a cup of coffee. He was up already, working in his office. It made me giggle.

Hubby with his sense of humour was giving me a message. It’s started my day off well. There’s nothing like a smile to make you feel good.

What on earth does a condom have to do with anything? It’s a joke between us…puts a grin on my face every time I see one.

So what’s been happening lately?

Saturday, 3 March 2012

Watery day

It’s been a funny old week…highs and lows…as usual.

I’d been working on something with Athena that feels like it might be leading to ‘something’. What that something is I don’t know.

That seems to be a theme lately…’I don’t know’…’haven’t got a clue’…cos in truth I don’t and I don’t think any of us do. This is unchartered territory, an unknown and a mind-boggling one at that. There are times when I feel I cannot believe what I am ‘seeing’ or experiencing. ..but go with it anyway as it’s a whole new ballgame…if we allow it.

Thursday, 1 March 2012

Effortless living

Funny how things land in your lap when you least expect them… When things are right for you…there is no effort.

Now as I look back over my life I realise that when I needed to move on, the door simply opened and making the change was effortless. It’s the lead up to the effortless change over that is a bit of grumble pie…and then when it’s all over I wonder what the grumble was actually about. Perceptions, eh?

There have been so many occasions that this has happened, I cannot even remember all of them. Some stick out more than others.