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Ramblings about life . . .

What I share about my life is simply to help reinforce the understanding that it is possible to live with love and laughter, in between the tough times.

Life is what we make of it, no matter how harrowing. We accept and embody this with-in ourselves, thereby allowing the energy to manifest outwardly in our reality.

It starts with each one of us as an individual to form the collective consciousness.

Be the dream.

We honour the light and the life within you.

Please be aware - I upload other bloggers' posts and then delete after a month. This is my journey and others help me understand where I am, until they become irrelevant (a few posts excepted).

Wednesday, 25 January 2012

It took a while...

No, no, no…I thought as I was walking back from the hospital today after an afternoon course.

This is not what I want. I asked the question and instead of receiving an answer, I was shown…because I need hands on experience for it to get through to me, what it is I really want.

Set myself up beautifully to find out, didn’t I?

I seem to have spent more time at work than at home and it reminds me of the days I used to work all the God-given hours to make ends meet. Quality of life was not what it could have been and it took me a long while to recognise that and make changes. Taking me back to that state has certainly helped me make up my mind.

Thank you to all my selves for helping me to see where I really want to be.

Last night in the early hours of the morning, whilst my colleague was on her break, I felt an overwhelming sense of love as my heart opened. Hubby had suddenly popped into my mind and the instant he did, the love I felt for him burst through.

I shouldn’t be here,’ I thought, ‘I should be with him.’

It reminded me of the holiday in France last year when we were cocooned in our own world filled with love, laughter and sunshine.

Bingo…it hit home…I’d forgotten about it. That’s what all the sacred union travelling is going to be all about…and I’d forgotten…can you believe it…I’d forgotten.

And so we come full circle…it has taken a week for me to figure this out since it all started last Tuesday.

Imagine my surprise this afternoon to discover that Mati had written a blog about sex/sacred union and had uploaded Liora’s video.

I can hear them up there heave a sigh of relief…I finally ‘got it’. Hehe…it took a while but I’m back on track.

Nothing like taking me back to see how far I’ve come...and what I don’t want to be going back to.


Anonymous said...

I swear I just saw your picture above jumping around the place ( a la Harry Potter) - hahaha!
Hey KP .. am feeling a strong connection with you at the mo. I have had that little post brewing for some time .. today when I was out I was almost frog-marched back home to write it... funny that.
I have a song playing in my mind right now - Well Hello Dolly, it's so nice to have you back where you belong. :-)

Big hugs the anon one.

Karen-Pallas said...

Hehe...yeah...I could feel everything in my body dancing around...possibly why I couldn't sleep yesterday with the excitement. Seems brain n I were the last to know.
I've had 20 hours of sleep and am ready to face the world...so will go over and read your blogs.
Thank you, sweetheart for the connection...it seems I needed it as I made my detour. I feel it strongly today now that I am out of my own way...
Blessings to you anon one