Eyesight

Over the last four days my eyesight has been a bit odd. When I focus I find that it is a bit blurred. I used to get this as a warning sign that a migraine was on its way and within half an hour I was in agony and vomiting. The warning sign used to be accompanied by a really odd feeling in my body.

There is none of this with this blurred vision. So I experimented to see what was causing it and why.

I’ve come to the conclusion that anything I don’t need to see or doesn’t in any way contribute to my growth becomes blurred. So if there is something I want to read and it is not of any relevance – I have difficulty reading it. Wherever I focus is blurred but the peripheral vision is good. When I have clear vision I know it’s okay.

I’m not sure why I have this – it must be a sort of benchmark for me to know what I do or don’t need to read or see - a way of keeping me fully focused…I admit I get distracted easily.

I also noticed on Tuesday night that I was ‘seeing’ entities and energy constantly. Normally I can switch this off because it’s kinda distracting.

But it seems that this is no longer possible. It is not as strong as when I ‘switch’ it on but is still there. I’m normally on aware of them being there on a feeling sensory level…but now it is a visual awareness too, so I’ve not bothered to switch anything on.

I suppose I have to learn to live with it because it’s becoming ‘normal’ – no more switching off.

So…if you see a woman talking to herself…it’s probably me and my entourage having a tete a tete.