Our brave daughter |
Our rings are ready!! We got the phone call late yesterday
afternoon. We are going to collect them tomorrow morning. Can’t wait to see
what they have done with them. I wrote a blog about the symbolism - So tired.
This weekend has been both hard and exhilarating.
Yesterday my daughter and I skyped for 3 hours. Her partner
had injured his neck playing rugby so she was alternating between talking to me
and tending him, as he was in agony from the pain.
She eventually persuaded him to go to the A&E and after
hours of waiting to see a doctor, discovered he has broken his neck! They are currently on their way by ambulance to a Sydney hospital.
I was rather tearful when I got off the computer and had a
nice long bath and cried forever. I do miss her so much and wish I could be there with her now.
Before she left the UK, she’d been humming and hah-ing about leaving home for two years. She wanted to go on a Gap Year and do something worthwhile but couldn't decide what. Finally one day she decided, that’s it…I’m going and booked her ticket.
Before she left the UK, she’d been humming and hah-ing about leaving home for two years. She wanted to go on a Gap Year and do something worthwhile but couldn't decide what. Finally one day she decided, that’s it…I’m going and booked her ticket.
I recall the day before she left on her ‘Great Adventure to
Oz’ two and a half years ago - a very tearful day that the two of us spent
reminiscing about her time with us. She made the statement, ‘Mom, I don’t think
I am coming back and I’m not going to see you guys for a while.’ That made us
both cry.
How do you tell your daughter you think she is right and not
interfere with her destiny? As I didn't want her to have this fear hanging over her head, I merely said to her that she didn’t really know
that was true and besides she had a return ticket for the following year.
She was right with her premonition…she has settled in
Australia permanently. We’ve gotta let our little ones go, when the time is right,
to spread their wings and experience life.
Right now I want to hold her in my arms so she can cry, but
I do know she needs this time away to grow without interference and find her
feet :-(
Blubbery sigh…
I’ve also had a huge breakthrough in energy last night and
again this morning, so much so that my poor little laptop is having difficulty
keeping up. She couldn’t understand how to save this document. Took a great
deal of patience to persuade her she could.
I had the weirdest dream last night…I was both the observer,
the narrator, the person ‘doing’ and the attacker (yeah - a zombie!) as well as in the past
present and future at the same time. Very strange experience and yet incredibly
profound because this morning I felt like I’d released so much.
Much more happened this morning with hubby and I…but not
going to write about it as hubby gets a little embarrassed.
So all in all…a very intense weekend…but the upside is - I am
still standing and so are they :-)
May our daughter and her partner be blessed with much healing and love.
May our daughter and her partner be blessed with much healing and love.
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