It seems that August is the month that I get really wacked around left right and centre, as all my emotional baggage is shaken loose.
I have offended a good friend and for the life of me I cannot figure out how, where and when, as I thought things were going well.
Of course it now starts me obsessing and going through conversations, emails and blogs to try work out when it started and what I wrote, did or said.
I know I should let it go…and I will eventually make my peace with it…but until then I remain sleepless...and obsessed.
And to top it all our daughter phoned me at work in the early hours of this morning in tears. I am grieving deeply but I don't know what I am grieving about.
There is a message in all of this, but for the life of me I cannot figure out what, quite yet.
And then I read Dorothy’s blog about Revisiting Obsessive Thoughts...yep that's me at the mo…:-)
Dana Mrkich is right – no baggage allowed.