It seems that August is the month that I get really wacked
around left right and centre, as all my emotional baggage is shaken loose.
I have offended a good friend and for the life of me
I cannot figure out how, where and when, as I thought things were going well.
Of course it now starts me obsessing and going through
conversations, emails and blogs to try work out when it started and what I wrote,
did or said.
I know I should let it go…and I will eventually make my peace with it…but until then I
remain sleepless...and obsessed.
And to top it all our daughter phoned me at work in the early hours of this
morning in tears. I am grieving deeply but I don't know what I am grieving about.
There is a message in all of this, but for the life of me I
cannot figure out what, quite yet.
And then I read Dorothy’s blog about Revisiting Obsessive Thoughts...yep that's me at the mo…:-)
2 comments:
I empathise, karen. I feel as if a big ruckus is going on deep within me and big bits of karmic goo are being dragged up to be released. I think we're really letting go of old karmic ties and stories now and all sorts of thing seems to be turning up unexpectedly in our lives. I had a coughing fit the other day and these black specks came up! Which i think it one of those pesky symbols for what is occuring. not pleasant at all and you must be very worried for your daughter and her partner. Thinking of you, Sue
Thank you, Sue.
:-)...this clearing malarkey seems to have a bit of a kick to it...a neverending story, eh?
<3
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