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Ramblings about life . . .

What I share about my life is simply to help reinforce the understanding that it is possible to live with love and laughter, in between the tough times.

Life is what we make of it, no matter how harrowing. We accept and embody this with-in ourselves, thereby allowing the energy to manifest outwardly in our reality.

It starts with each one of us as an individual to form the collective consciousness.

Be the dream.

We honour the light and the life within you.

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Friday, 25 May 2012

Is It a Dream?

I woke this morning with this song running around in my head - Is it a dream by Classix Nouveau. Took me a while to figure which song it was, cos all I heard was ‘is it a dream’.

This week has been very dreamlike…almost as though I am not who I am. I’ve been very focused inward and on things which have eluded me in the past…which has surprised me. Every so often I wonder when the bubble will break.

And…then this morning…BAM…huge nosebleed…one of the signs for me that I have made a major breakthrough. I feel slightly shaky, as though my nervous system has taken a battering.

So…this gives me an idea of how permanent this state is. One of getting to know myself once again. In the ‘old days’ the changes were incredibly subtle so it took a while to notice, but these days the changes hit you with all the subtlety of a freight train ;-)

What is different?

Difficult to say but within myself I feel far more confident and quieter, not so much chatter going on…and I have also noticed that when I ask questions there is silence…well, not so much silence as an expectation that 
I will answer my own questions. No more help then…

I have mulled this over and wondered why I am sorta left hanging out on my own. I think I have figured it out. This new world is up to me/us to create and there are no entities good or bad who should influence us. I know some will…but for me it is up to me what I want…without any interference. No pressure, eh?

But you’d think at this stage I’d know what I want. I didn’t initially but I didn’t worry about it. I simply let it vegetate and grow and now I know and I am not sweating the details - I'm simply focusing on the outcome.

Now that I am out of my dreamlike bubble, I did notice all the dragons hanging around again. Not sure if they’ve always been there or if they are here for some other reason.


Anonymous said...

Crikey KP
That's a blast from the past! :-)
I posted something this morning about `Be the dreamer' ... funny.
I noticed that the time you posted this was 8.08 ... which led me to an image of a dragon ... not sure why except that the number 8 is auspicious in China. Oooh ... actually ... this will make you laugh. It has just come to me that I saw a paper dragon last night while watching Father Ted! Hahahahahaha!
Synchro city hugs

Anonymous said...

... and this just turned up in the inbox.

The dragons are trying to get our attention it seems...


Karen-Pallas said...

Hehe...it sure is a blast from the past.

Hmm...gotta have a look at the number 8...didn't know it was auspicious in China. Funnily enough I saw a photo of Father Ted last night...can't remember for the life of me where. Hahaha...loved that show...haven't seen it in ages. 'Drink, drink...'

Amazing sync...dragons definitely trying to get our attention. I suppose it being the year of the dragon it would kinda make sense?

Beautiful weather, ain't it?
Basking in the sun at the mo...

Anonymous said...

Duh ... oh yeah ... I had forgotten that is was the year of the dragon. ;-)
I also live with one ... and a rabbit.
A dragon , a rabbit and a horse went into a bar ...
:-).. then the rabbit walked out again ... as it was underage - hahahhaa!
Yes.. the weather is so glorious. I've just been out lying under a tree , daydreaming blissfully..
happy hugs

Karen-Pallas said...

Snigger... :-)