I am everything that is in my life

There are certain blogs that I have stopped reading…mainly because there seems to be this blame culture going on…negative entities doing this and that to someone or another.

Blogs of those that I considered quite advanced…and yet when I see this, my alarm bells go off. But that is where they are and I cannot judge them for that….so I just rather don’t read what they write…cos that is not where I am.

I accept that there is interference…but quite frankly if I wasn’t attracting that attention through my energy…they wouldn’t interfere. It is up to me to make sure that I protect myself and not spew on about how they attack me all the time, because again...we are creating what we believe, aren't we? We need to accept responsibility for this and not lay blame elsewhere.

I am everything that is in my life, I’ve created it through my thoughts and energy. Sometimes by default as I am not aware enough to know everything I do. But that is the beauty of getting something not so great happening…it draws our attention to that which needs loving.

That’s my rant for the day :-)

I have had a headache for three days now. At times it gets really strong and I feel ill. All part of the solar flares, moon stuff, etc…and I think it might also be the hearts and mind meld I have with the dragon, Ba’shiba. Her energy is very strong and I have to increase my vibration to meet her.

It is tiring and quite a strain.

I recall having this same thing with the Unicorns. 

'What he did show me was that he had muted his energy just enough for me to be comfortable in his company. He let me know that he did not lower his frequency but merely made it more accommodating for me. He then asked me these questions or rather they were impressions I received – ‘Why would you want to lower your frequency? Would you be happy if I lowered mine and how would it serve either of us? By sharing with you all I have to offer, do you not find yourself feeling better?’
This brought to mind my previous blog about feeling guilt and lowering my frequency. Heck, I was getting answers fast.'

So today I am sitting here meditating and listening to calming Native American music to soothe all of me.

Hubby is struggling with the clearings going on. It has hit him big time. His throat is fine but his sinuses are causing problems. He is up most nights with a hacking cough. So much grief and anger coming out for clearing and this is the only way his body can do this. He looks exhausted…and angry. I hear him swear every so often when he has a coughing fit.

It is rather strange. Hubby is seldom very ill. There is only one occasion I have seen him incapacitated…he had vertigo in the early years of our marriage. No matter what tests and scans were done they couldn’t find anything wrong with him. I kept suggesting he try my chiropractor. I’d been going to a chiropractor since I was 16…a gift from my mother who started me off on this road of alternative medicine.

He finally consented to see my chiro…who solved the problem. That was his first real experience of anything alternative.

I seem to have lost my thread…

Anyways, he is puzzled about these one to one sessions with Vicky, as I am doing general classes with loads of others and surely that is enough.

I explained that it is like I am studying something, such as when I studied herbalism or vibrational medicine. Because Vicky’s classes are huge, there is no chance of her correcting anything that I do. In the Kundalini yoga classes there are only three of us and that is okay, but mostly that is about the breath work. He is satisfied with that explanation.

I do believe that I need to strengthen my body for the time ahead, as the energy will be far more intense than it is and my body needs to be in good shape. I also need to strengthen my core and get the necessary balance to make sure that I can cope with the influx.

So far what I know and understand about sexual energy, so Ba’shiba tells me, is about the size of a pinhead. Oookay, so that kinda made me sit up and take this whole thing a little more seriously.

Hence the need for hubby to clear as much as possible, as he will be on this journey with me.

I have made a booking to have a session with Lisa Gawlas tomorrow. Lately I find that there is a great deal of synchronicity between our blogs. I am not one to book sessions of this kind with anyone. I stopped getting readings done many years ago, as none of them were accurate, despite friends saying how wonderful and good theirs were.

Besides mostly clairvoyants can only see the potentials of what can happen and what is forefront in your mind and energy field. You can walk out and go in a different direction and then everything the clairvoyant has told you is incorrect, which I regularly did. No clairvoyant has ever been accurate for me.

I was meant to find my own way, which I have. But I figure this session is more about my energy and where I am rather than telling me about my future. It is nice to get confirmation from a physical person of where I am. I can see most of it, but there are bits and pieces that I have missed that an outsider will be able to see.

Energy reading is different to future readings.

Ba’shiba has the loveliest of eyes. They are a sort of chocolate brown in some light and in others it is russet or mahogany. They change constantly – I think it depends on the energy at the time. There has been occasion when they have been the colours of autumn.

She is still trumpeting at times…she is doing so now as I write about her eyes. Hehe…yikes…okay the wash of love is quite strong, sorta blew me out of the water.

Signing off to bask in the bliss…

P.S.  Sunday 13 May

I apologise for my intolerant and judgemental attitude in the beginning of this blog. I was railing against that which I found intolerant and yet fell into the hole of intolerance myself. I should know better and not stoop to a lower level.

I have since centred myself after a gentle reminder by a dear friend…whom I thank for this. 

Hehe…maybe it was interference ;-)