The energy arriving on earth these days is causing quite a dilemma amongst many. It is so powerful that anyone not consciously aware of what is going on will be stressing far more than normal.
Not a nice place to be and my heart is working overtime.
The white light around me is sending out strands left right and centre. Yesterday was a truly powerful day…we had fun sightseeing in Sydney but the stresses around me were quite evident. As the strands of light left me and entered people you could see their body take a deep sigh of relief and relax. I’m not sure what it was doing and I don’t need to know. If I knew everything I think I’d go mad…completely mad. This was/is one of the reasons I don’t tune too much into people if I can help it.
I have become far better at managing my energy…something I discovered at the talk…because even though I was tuning into people I found I wasn’t taking their stuff on…which is something I used to do quite often. You can see it with counsellors, etc. They tend to reach burn out…which the psychotherapist at the sleep unit did and she has finally stopped working so she can ‘tend to herself’.
I find it far easier to step back and not try and smooth things out for others – it is the need to be the saviour – which many of us suffer from – and let others get on with their path without me interfering.
I woke this morning feeling a very strong kundalini energy running through my body but alongside it was this peaceful and soothing blissful energy which didn’t have me wanting to do anything but simply float and experience it. I know hubby is champing at the bit and sometimes interprets this energy as a need to have sex…but it isn’t necessary to do so.
The more we move into 5D and understand the energies that it brings the more we will realise that it isn’t always necessary to DO. Our 3D world has been one of DOing and not BEing. This is becoming such a strong force – to BE. It is the feminine stepping up to her rightful place next to her counterpart. Each one of us is experiencing this aspect of ourself – the feminine asking for recognition.
It can be confusing for those not yet conscious or in touch with their different aspects…but we will get there. Those of us in the forefront are smoothing the way so that eventually whatever is in the grid around earth becomes the ‘norm’ for everyone and they will automatically start BEing when they need to BE and DOing when they need to DO.
This brings me to the subject of living in communities. For me…I’m not sure that I could do this at the moment. I do believe that we are needing to focus within and become separate in order to become unified. In our 3D world we were always focused outward and trying to live with one another – carrying our baggage as we did – was not easy at all.
Now that we are being prompted to focus inward and clear all our baggage, we will automatically move toward a unified way of being. Transparency is a way of life that will become normal. We will be able to ‘read’ each other without effort. We will know when to give privacy and when to be there physically to give what is needed.
As such…interfering will become a thing of the past…mostly because we will have released the victim and saviour mode of behaviour that has plagued our world.
It is wonderful to be here in this vibrantly strong masculine energy of Australia – it is so similar to Africa – in your face and demanding your attention…whereas the UK is far more subtle – except London. I don’t always consider London as part of the UK’s energy – it is like all major cities a separate entity.
I miss the strong energy. Australia like Africa – doesn’t hold it punches and says what it feels without pussyfooting around and trying to be tactful. Reminds me of hubby…I find it refreshing.
So am I enjoying being here? Yes, big time. There is nothing like a vooma packed powerful energy to shake us out of our complacency, is there?
I’m beginning to understand why I had to move from Africa to the UK. In Africa I was hard cynical and judgemental. In the UK I have learnt to be more feminine and tactful…bringing in that aspect of Athena that many don’t know about. She has always been considered a very masculine energy, but as with everything she has a delicate nurturing feminine side too.
I can see that my journey living in the UK has helped me to understand that side of her/me…as the need to be tactful and express yourself gently rather than with a powerful punch is needed at times. I haven’t lost that hard hitting aspect of myself. It is still lurking around and pops out every so often. But I find that I have reached a state of balance and when one needs to come out…it does and when the other needs to take over…it is there.
I find my energy either automatically lowering the high stress energy around me and soothing it…or hyping it up and creating a great deal of laughter and happiness. Amazing, that I don’t have to direct it anymore…it simply does what it needs to without me being aware.
There are so many levels of myself at work here and they all seem to be working in harmony with one another…none of them trying to outdo the other to get in on the ‘action’.
Never thought I’d see the day.
Anyways….next week is the big week for a huge download of energy. I believe that once we get to the Gold Coast we (as in hubby and I)…and possibly our daughter and her partner…not sure about that…will be doing many ceremonies to initiate the sacred union energy. I am so looking forward to it because during this time I will be given the format that our teachings will take.
I have been asked several times what we will be teaching and because I’ve not been privy to it (I suppose I need to be at the right stage before I can perceive of what is needed) I have had to say ‘I don’t know’. I’m also learning to go with the flow so much more because that is the way of the new world. Going with the energy as it flows and never knowing where it will take us.
The longer I am here the more I realise that this part of the world will be regularly part of our travels…and when I say this part of the world I am talking about the area of Australasia. I’m trying not to think too much about the exhausting travelling...but I suppose once I have anchored my energy where it needs to be and have gotten my body used to its signature there will be less difficulty slipping into where I need to be when I arrive. So I suppose the first time will always be the most difficult.
It is a beautiful day here again…off to do some more sightseeing.