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Ramblings about life . . .

What I share about my life is simply to help reinforce the understanding that it is possible to live with love and laughter, in between the tough times.

Life is what we make of it, no matter how harrowing. We accept and embody this with-in ourselves, thereby allowing the energy to manifest outwardly in our reality.

It starts with each one of us as an individual to form the collective consciousness.

Be the dream.

We honour the light and the life within you.

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Friday, 9 March 2012

If I could...

This song by Seal has been playing in my head for days now.

I've had a full on clearing and then some Wednesday. It was put on hold yesterday because I had a full day at work and then went straight to an award ceremony with a colleague. Our unit was up for the Chairman's Cup for Teamwork...and guess what...we won :-)  Yay. Okay we won half of the cup because we were joint winners with another unit. But still...

We received praise for years of continued high standards and commitment to patients who've consistently given us top marks for excellence. Such an affirmation for us of all the hard work. We won a little bit of money too...gonna spend it on ourselves...patting ourselves on the back.

Anyways...I've woken with this song playing in my head and a few tears and a sore throat. Figure I've still got a bit to work through. This aspect of me, I have a feeling, went slightly mad at her experiences, so it's quite a biggie.

Someone even suggested that it's Cassandra, an oracle that was blinded by someone in Greek mythology. She was an oracle priestess at Athena's temple. I don't really know much about it except that she was fought over by several men and finally raped by one. There was a lot of war involved...somewhere along the line she foretold the Trojan horse incident and muhc later cursed all future oracles as she was dying.

Whether this is she or not, I'm not sure...and in the long run, it doesn't matter really because it's the emotions and experiences that are important...and convincing her that life is not quite that bad, that there is hope and the world is changing. Whoever she is, she's very, very distressed...maybe I needed to be strong within myself before I could face this aspect of myself.

So I am gonna treat my mad blind oracle with love and gentle hugs. She is very distressed and I keep bursting into tears when I think about her.

So today is another day of clearing and regressing.

This song is for her...


sisteroflight said...

Oh bless her. I'm having problems with my male lightworker who's come up for clearing. Who had a terrible time of it and I have to keep convincing him of how safe we've made it for ourselves this time.

I know you know what you're doing but if you think having me doing some clearing of her akashic records that are running through you to clear discordant energies through SRT just let me know, Sue xx

Karen-Pallas said...

Indeed...bless them both.
I'm beginning to understand this underlying feeling of doubt I've had all my life. Time to let it go :-)
Thank you, Sue, your offer is appreciated.
I might know what I am doing, but I never turn down an offer of help.
If you can find the time to do so, I would be very grateful...I realise you have your hands full with your own aspect at the moment, so no pressure.
With love and gratitude to your sistar

sisteroflight said...

Be a pleasure. I'll do some dowsing and see where it leads me on the charts to ask for a clearing of your akashic records. They use the violet flame to clear discordant energies off the records. Sue xx

Karen-Pallas said...

Many thanks

sisteroflight said...

I've done some clearing work as guided to by the pendulum, Karen. I felt her energy with me, so sad and feeling like she's let everyone down, that she's harmed people. I think she may have just wanted to be helped on her way to stop 'piggybacking' off you. Especially as you can feel her blindness. I feel someone may have come to help her leave you now, Sue x

Karen-Pallas said...

I am feeling some remnants today, but most of what I've been experiencing seems to have left.
Thank you, Sue, with gratitude and appreciation.
I've had a few interesting insights this morning.