Backlash/change

I am not gonna lie and say I was very masterful of my energy on Thursday night...because I wasn't. I was so far off being a master that it was/is excruciating for me to admit it to myself, let alone others.

It had absolutely nothing to do with the 'newbie' that my colleague has an issue with. Nothing at all to do with her...it's all my own stuff that came up.

Preface channel from Athena

I am that I am. I am Pallas Athena.

Many of you know me in my capacity as the Greek/Roman Goddess of War, while others know me as one of the Lords of Karma.

I have filled many roles, but none of them are who I truly am - a small spark of the I Am presence. A creator god brought forth by the I Am presence in order that it may know and understand itself.

There is much speculation on Earth about which god or goddess fills what role. The truth is embedded in all ideas but as the layers of the veil are peeled away that which is the truth takes on a new meaning as the pictures become larger and more complete.

No one entity has the whole truth, each creating a piece of the puzzle.

Chapter 9 - Baby me

Tuesday 21.02.2012

Oh gawd…am I feeling sick? Very yuck…stomach churning nausea…and not a little tearful.

I am letting go…letting go everything I believed I was and would always be.

My future self has joined me today. I can see the beauty of who she is and the joy with which she lives. I cannot be there until I release that which I think defines me.

It breaks my heart, but I cannot remain where I am.

Chapter 8 - Doubts and indecision

Athena: You keep questioning what is happening to you and who you really are. You incarnated here on Earth as a keeper of my flame.

The reason? To walk every step of the way with humanity as they raise their vibration and remember who they are. It’s been necessary for you to experience lifetimes along the way, matching and understanding the experiences of others. Each one of you is honoured for your part played in this game.

Does this make you any less of an entity? No, but your doubts are understandable. If every single one of humanity knew who they were and had all their memories, do you think that any of what you’ve created would be possible?

Chapter 7 - Creative energy

Creative energy…what is it and where does it come from?

Over the years I’ve learnt that the ‘sexual’ energy that we all talk about is the creative energy of the sacral chakra.

Everyone uses this energy differently…we all go through phases where we’ve experimented (probably as teenagers and early twenties) with different ways of sexually expressing ourselves. If we never had this opportunity, we might experiment in our latter years. 

Getting married, this energy changes…only because we make the unconscious decision to use our energy to creating a home that will make us happy and investing our energy in a job to bring in the money that will bring in abundance that will help us create that happy home.

Chapter 6 - Spontaneity and other stuff

 

Spontaneity…when to have it and when not to, is a question I seem to be having difficulty with at the moment.

It’s not so much the spontaneity of life…but the spontaneity of being a channel.

I’ve always set hard and fast rules about sitting down to do my blog writing or my ‘channels’ (if you could call them that). When I want time out, I take it and I know my entourage back off and give me space.

But these days it’s getting more difficult to set the boundaries. I’ll be sitting or standing or walking and something will come flooding in. I know if I don’t get it down almost immediately I’ll forget. If I cannot…I create an intention that I will remember…but as yet I don’t always and I will write it and have to keep going back and changing it as I remember more.

Chapter 5 - What happens during integration

As I integrate the darker aspect of myself I asked Athena what is happening.

Athena: I have given you a brief image, but this time I shall give more detail. Imagine if you will, yourself as a perfect whole and complete entity, every faculty and ability at its peak. Much of what I am about to tell you is very abstract and there might be a little difficulty understanding…but as you grow, you will find that it makes more sense. And many of you will have experiences that will help you to understand.

Through an impulse to know itself the Divine Source split into two and these two came together in love to create more entities. Imagine that it is a form of ‘cloning’ as each entity created was a perfect replication of its Source.

Chapter 4 - integration

I woke last night. 

As I was lying waiting for some kind of indication as to why I was awake, I realised that something was connected to my solar plexus…a very thick cord running from me to something. I was about to cut the cord when I fell asleep.

This morning I woke feeling a bit out of sorts. It doesn’t matter what I’ve done, nothing has made a difference, so here I am sitting and waiting for an answer.

I see the strong cord running from me to another and all around is wild winds and crackling electricity as though we are in the middle of an electric storm.

Chapter 3 - You are your own sunrise

It seems I am to spend the day with Azra. As soon as I started writing this Wuthering Heights started playing. Kinda made me think that this relationship with this aspect of myself will be a bit like this.

When I woke this morning I asked my usual question – what’s happening today? Before I realised I have Athena and Azra inside and outside of me – a very strange sensation. I should be getting used to these strange occurrences but I still get surprised…but…I’m going with it.

I will be receiving information from both of them.

Last night as I was walking to work for a short twilight shift, I felt Azra connect with me.

Azra: You are the sunrise and the sunset as well as the setting and rising of the moon in your own life.

As I heard these words I could feel them resonate deep within my body. It started to heat up and I was boiling, despite the snowy conditions outside. It seems that at the same time the same electrical problem surfaced in the house again...it is still off…so I gather that Azra has been with me all this time.

Chapter 2 - The Sacred 13

13 has become a constant in my head today.

I feel like I’ve opened the door and am being flooded with information so fast that I am unable to keep up and process it.

Forgive me if much of this is not thought through but I feel like I need to get it down on ‘paper’ before it disappears in the deluge of information I am receiving.

The flower of life and 13 appeared in my mind and I was dragged back to a blog by Azaela on LW about the number 13 occurring in her life recently. It also reminded me of the night that I saw 13:13 and couldn’t figure out why I’d see it at night on the 24 hour clock.

A video on the blog by Azaela caught my eye. I’d watched it when I’d first read the blog but it did not mean anything to me…until now.

Chapter 1 - The complexity and simplicity of who we are

The ‘doppelganger’ thing has been running around in my mind for days…since Monday last week when Athena channelled the Preface.

I’ve been like a bulldog with a bone…constantly chewing at it and wondering how the hell it fit in with all the current knowledge on the planet. It seemed to be a red-herring and here I am going off at a tangent in the wrong direction.

Athena kept on gently letting me know that whatever she has channelled has come to fruition and each time I was doubtful of the reality of what she spoke of.

Hmm…old habits die hard…but mainly it is the idea that I might not have the ability to translate whatever she in her 9D version gives me. My consciousness in this body is never anywhere near as high in frequency as she is.

The Silent Sentinels

 

I’ve been meaning to write this for ages but keep putting it off. This is mainly because I’m not fully aware of exactly what these beings are. What I am about to write now is by no means complete.

There are many different posts in the lightworker army. One of them that hasn’t been talked about are the ‘silent sentinels’.

Channels

I’ve often wondered whether channeling is good or bad. I personally don’t have an opinion either way but to be truthful I’ve never been very comfortable with the idea of channeling myself.

I tried to channel with the help of my first mentor, but because it didn’t sit right with me I finally gave up.

In 2008 a friend started to push me to channel. For six months she would sit with me while I practised channeling. Again I gave up because it didn’t sit well with me.

Friendships - a channel from Athena

I am Athena, Goddess of War, Wisdom and Truth and I greet you in love and pleasure.

I come forward today to discuss friendships.

Each friendship that you create is assisting you on your journey. The friendship reflects that which you need to work on and also reflects how far you have come. The nature of your journey these days means that you are constantly moving on, finding new friendships and then moving again. It can be very disorientating and distressing, especially if you believe that you should be friends with a specific person forever, no matter what.

The real heroes - channel from Athena

I am Athena, Goddess of War, Wisdom and Truth and I greet you in love and pleasure.

I come forward today to talk about dissension in the ranks.

The negative side uses dissension amongst all of you to create division. Through division they help you focus on minor problems rather than see the larger picture. They divide you and through this division cause you to fight amongst each other, thereby conquering you without lifting a finger. They’ve been using this strategy for millennia. None of you can see this and so you fight on, each one believing they have the right way and everyone else is wrong.

Crazy woman

Moan, bitch, moan, bitch…groan.

My ego is taking her objections to the extreme.

She’s been slowly coming to the realisation that she’s not going to be in charge for much longer. That simply makes her mad and she has turned into a maniacal madman/woman.

Cycling the Energy Part 2 - transcript

Please remember: you would need to do Part 1 as this is a follow on from that meditation:

We call upon the angels, the archangels, the ascended masters, our guides, gatekeepers and higher self. We ask that they assist us in keeping us in a safe space and that whatever happens will be for our own highest divine good. 

We call upon Archangel Michael and ask that he assists us as we throw our blue cloak of protection over us.

We call upon the Angels of Balance and ask that they assist us to remain balanced and centred.

A call to arms - channel from Athena

I am Athena, Goddess of War, Wisdom and Truth and I greet you in love and pleasure.

I come forward today to make a call to arms.

Many lightworkers are moving between 5D and 3D, unsure what their call to service is as the layers are peeled away. Each one of you is connected with your higher self, who will lead you forward into battle. But this is a battle with a difference. In years past, battle meant death and destruction. These times are over, except for those 3D scenes still playing out.

Cycling Energy Part 1 transcript

We call upon the angels, the archangels, the ascended masters, our guides, gatekeepers and higher self. We ask that they assist us in keeping us in a safe space and that whatever happens will be for our own highest divine good. 

We call upon Archangel Michael and ask that he assists us as we throw our blue cloak of protection over us.

We call upon the Angels of Balance and ask that they assist us to remain balanced and centred.

Negative Emotions - collaborative channel

From Karen: I am not sure why we are rehashing this. I suspect this message is directed at me...

Channel:
We are the beings of light that surround Karen and we greet you in love and pleasure.

There has been a bit of consternation over the disturbances that many of you are experiencing. Your world is in flux, constantly shifting and moving. Feeling doubt, fear, anger or any of the other emotions you term ‘negative’ is a part of your path. Each one of you is on a journey that is so ‘you’, nothing is right or wrong.