Oh poop

Oh poop, I’m wondering if I’ve shot myself in the foot…again.

A while ago I mentioned that I would be leaving the sleep unit once the salary re-banding of the technicians had become a reality. I made it an intention once I’d received guidance. Or did I make the intention without guidance. Not sure – it has simply been a knowing for years.

Contemplating my navel

I have been in a quietly contemplative mood since we arrived back in the UK in the early hours of Sunday morning.

I’m not sure why, but it feels like I need some time to integrate all the changes hubby and I experienced for those three weeks in France. And…everywhere I look there are adverts for flights to Australia…they’re making sure I don’t forget :) Okay, man, okay, I’m gonna do it – just leave me alone for a while to contemplate my navel without any interruptions.

Attitude

As pioneers we have a duty of care to those awakening.

I know it can sometimes be a pain in the ass to have someone being negative or ranting back at you. I view it this way.

When in the past I’ve thrown a wobbly because my request has not been addressed or seems to be ignored – shouting at the angels, God and any ascended masters - do you think they turn away and say, ‘Stupid woman, let’s leave her to get on with it. I don’t need this in my world.’

Perceptions

Erk…back to ‘normal’.

I have just had my regular three year pap smear done up at the doctor’s surgery. I’ve always viewed them with a jaundiced eye. Every woman knows how awful it is to have a cold thing shoved inside them, then split open and someone scratching around taking a smear. Shudder.

Coming to an end

Saturday, 24 September 2011

And so our ‘just the two of us’ holiday is ending.

We have just left the farmhouse on our last night in France – this is the same place we spent our first night. It was very enjoyable, as we spent time with a French family, having dinner and breakfast with them finding out about the French lifestyle. Between our pidgeon French and their pidgeon English we had a great deal of fun using gestures and when words failed us, using other languages or speaking loudly and slowly (as though retarded) – why do we do that?

Stateless

I seem to be stateless once again in my life.

I was born in Zambia to British parents during the time of independence from Britain. The British government didn’t want me or my sister because we were born in the new independent state and the Zambian government didn’t want us because we weren’t Black, this despite my father working for the Treasury department.

Disconnected

What a w-w-w-weird day. Actually no…not weird, simply very different.

Last night as the twilight turned to dark, our electricity disappeared. Hubby checked with the neighbouring chalets but all of them were okay and nothing had tripped on our board.

Moon

I’m not sure how much I’ve been told is true and I haven’t seen anything to confirm this.

I was contacted quite urgently telepathically by someone who channels the Hathors, because they wanted to make sure I didn’t connect to the old moon. It was imperative. I'd had a similar feeling lately. I asked my inner guide, Athena, and she confirmed that I was NOT to connect to the moon as I have been over the years. In fact I was told not to connect to anything or anyone except Mother Earth and 9D Athena. Wow, that is something new – connecting energetically through all my chakras to 9D Athena. Phwoar – energy zap.

Years ago I’d heard that the current moon had been manipulated into giving us a lunar cycle that would control us and specifically control the feminine. I shoved it to the back of my mind because I’d never heard anything more.

Lovestruck

How do we define love of a couple for each other? Is it a glance, a feeling, a heart pounding, the quickie or the long walks in the evening discussing life?

The definition for me is a combination of many facets. There is no one thing that shouts love. To me it could be the disagreements, the shared moments of happiness, as well as the worry over what will happen next.

Cleaning and clearing French style

Well, don’t I have egg on my face!!!

I thought I was the one with the steamy ideas, but didn’t count on hubby having a few up ‘his sleeve’ so to speak :)

Hot weather, hot man…what more could a woman ask for?

Ouch

Well, haven’t we had an eventful two days :)

Yesterday I went to see my beautician of many years – a young woman now in her late 20s - wonderful girl. She and I get on really well and for the first time I find myself loyal to someone because of this. I was determined to hang on to her for eternity. All her products are organic, which made me even more determined.

Me, an alien?

I took these photos a few weeks ago and downloaded them so I can have some different avatar pics in the stable, 'so to speak'. So I spent some time messing around with the camera and discovered how difficult it is to take your own picture :)

Hehe...another funny

My mom sent me this... :) I can imagine her doing this.

MY LAST TRIP TO COSTCO

Yesterday I was at my local COSTCO buying a large bag of Purina dog chow for my loyal pet, Jake, the Wonder Dog and was in the check-out line when a woman behind me asked if I had a dog.

What did she think I had an elephant? So since I'm retired and have little to do, on impulse I told her that no, I didn't have a dog, I was starting the Purina Diet again. I added that I probably shouldn't, because I ended up in the hospital last time, but that I'd lost 50 pounds before I awakened in an intensive care ward with tubes coming out of most of my orifices and IVs in both arms.

I told her that it was essentially a Perfect Diet and that the way that it works is, to load your pants pockets with Purina Nuggets and simply eat one or two every time you feel hungry. The food is nutritionally complete so it works well and I was going to try it again. (I have to mention here that practically everyone in line was now enthralled with my story.)

Horrified, she asked if I ended up in intensive care, because the dog food poisoned me. I told her no, I stepped off a curb to sniff a poodle's ass and a car hit me.

I thought the guy behind her was going to have a heart attack he was Laughing so hard.

Costco won't let me shop there anymore.

Better watch what you ask retired people. They have all the time in the World to think of crazy things to say.

Rebirth of the Divine Masculine

This is a beautiful video uploaded by Soferia on LW. It really touched me.

It is very relevant to what I feel about hubby. I hear women speak of their partners in a very derogatory way and it saddens me that they have not actually had a look to see what the lesson is behind all the 'difficulties' they face within their partnership.

Woohoo - holiday

Woohoo…I’m officially on holiday. Hubby’s last day today and then we’re off to France on Sunday for some fun, sun, good food and wine and loads of lurving :)

For the first time in 21 years we are having a holiday without children, family or friends - just the two of us. We’re crossing by ferry from Dover to Calais early morning and stopping off at a wine farm for a night on our way down to the south coast.