Three days of darkness and the expansion of self

I have been rather pleasantly surprised by the ease with which I am able to expand myself, to really feel myself as part of everything in my house. I know it sounds strange, but everything including the furniture is part of me, as it is in my reality.

I’ve not quite hit the stage where I can do so with people. I suppose it is necessary to practice within my own safe space before I attempt it further.

This is a state I imagine babies are in when they first incarnate. To them we are all one. They get to realise later that we are separate and it creates a bit of anxiety.

Self reliance

Our son was talking to his sister in Australia on Christmas day. They must have been discussing when he’d be moving out and making his own way in the world.

I heard him say, ‘I will do so, when I know I can rely on myself.’

I felt my heart constrict as my vision changed and I found myself looking at his energy field. Being so close to him, I prefer not to do this because it is an invasion of privacy. It was okay when the children were little, but unless there is a very good reason these days, I don’t do so…to him...or anyone else for that matter. Our children have their own paths to walk and it is not my job to interfere…it can be difficult but integrity has always been a big thing for me.

Anointing with love

Anointing is a word that I had, until recently, associated with religious fervour.

And yet over the last 5 days I have come to realise that it is a sacred ceremony of celebration. By, for example, massaging another with oils, you are in actual fact honouring the person with respect and love. How can this be bad as you pour into their body the love that you feel?

So…anointing has been running around in my head since Sunday. I’d not been sure why, but slowly as the days have unfolded I find that it is a word that is slowly sitting well with me and no longer has the same connotations that I had attached to it previously.

New era?

“Our relationship is two days old,” hubby announced yesterday afternoon.

Eh?

“The slate is wiped clean. Forget the past, don’t worry about the future, let’s the focus on the present - we all love presents.”

“Um…what you talking about?” I ask all agog and rather puzzled.

Happy summer solstice!

Happy summer solstice to those in the Southern Hemisphere.

May you be blessed with all your heart's desires manifesting.

Happy winter solstice!

Happy winter solstice to everyone in the Northern Hemisphere.

May you be blessed with all your heart's desires manifesting.

Veni Vidi Vici

I woke this morning with these words running around in my head "Veni, vidi, vici".

As I'd only done Latin at school for one year, I couldn't quite remember what it meant, so I had to look it up.

I came, I saw, I conquered.

WOW, ya don't say!

Gaia's time

It has been a strange sensation growing over the last 4 days of sort of floating. Maybe floating is not a good description. It was kind of like I’d focused on something else, rather than myself and the present time is not about me. I could not figure out what that meant until last night when it struck me that this is Gaia’s time. 

Forgiveness and Empowerment code

I tell ya...the twin-flames, Angaela and Martin are amazing...here is one of their fabulous codes which they are sharing with the world in the light of the latest tragedy in Newtown. Thank you, Martin and Angaela. My love and blessings to you both for all the great work you do.

(oops, forgot to say that once you've read this, it is best to take time out to meditate on this code and allow it to settle within your energy field and body)

A fond farewell to time as we know it

Hubby and I were privileged to meet up with twin-flames, Martin and Angaela yesterday at the Royal Observatory, Greenwich.  At the time we did not know why this place specifically, but it simply felt so right to be there.

Angaela, Martin and I

As usual the strong kundalini energy of London is buzzy and vibrant, but very tiring and along with all the other things going on, I was completely zapped last night. I still feel somewhat knocked out.

The four of us wandered around sightseeing and chatting for a while before finally retiring to a pub to talk, eat and take a breather. The conversation flowed easily. Hubby is very good at interacting on the physical level and takes part in the conversation while, I tend to go into another space. He is my link to this physical world.

Breathing

I came across this piece on FB. 

As a sleep/respiratory practitioner I see this every day in my job.

Someone once explained that they believed the reason they stopped breathing in their sleep is because they astral travel. 

The King of Swords cutting through the crap

Cutting through the crap

It never ceases to amaze me how much my relationship with hubby mirrors the inner relationship that my male/female aspects have.

It took a while for the walk-in to register in our inner and outer lives…I didn’t quite understand that this would not be the *wow, happily ever after scenario*. Of course it will eventually reach that but obviously (with hindsight) it will take time.

Hubby and I have – I am not sure how to put this – were both in and out of sync with each other. It was quite disconcerting after the comfortable and happy state the soul-mate and I were in before the walk-in happened.

Over the last week…we have gelled. It was gradually occurring and culminated on the night of 12.12.12.

Intimate Meditation

I created a safe space before we started our meditation yesterday - it wasn't easy as we'd both had a very long day.

I put on Snatam Kaur whose music is excellent at taking you to a place of love and peace.

Hubby and I sat facing each other on the bed, our legs crossed, knees touching. Hehe...okay...I sat with my knees crossed...hubby's legs are too muscular to sit cross legged so he sat spreadeagled...but our knees still touched.

I made sure that there were no hooks from others into our energy fields/chakras as well as requested our unseen teams to clear out any energy that is not ours that we had allowed to be dumped in our field.

The fires of transformation...and the Divine Masculine

Blimmin’ heck…things are hotting up!

So much so, it floored me completely. We are all clearing clearing clearing and clearing some more so that the Divinity within shines through.

In the early hours of Sunday morning I woke with the most excruciating headache…it felt like someone was digging around inside my brain. Oh…the nausea and diarrhoea!!

As much as I would like to point to the dinner we had Saturday when we ate out as the culprit - I know better.

Can karezza help heal women's sexual wounds?

I apologise if this re-posting created the impression that it was my hubby's letter...it is not. It is another happy man.

Re-posted from the Reuniting blog.

(Post by husband in his 50s, recently remarried) This post will be at least a start of relating some of the highlights of what we have learned in our practice of karezza for the first 6 1/2 months of our karezza marriage.

We are batting so far out of my field of understanding....but I am loving it!

I am batting so far out of the field of understanding that maybe what I am going to write about might seem incomprehensible. It may be so for now, but who knows how much change the energies will bring about.

For me the most telling lately is the synchronicities happening. What hubby and I (together with many others in this field of sexuality) are doing is laying the gridwork for the new world. So what may seem totally unbelievable now, may slowly but surely settle within you, so subtly that you won’t notice it.

In no way am I saying that what everyone else is experiencing is wrong. It is merely my observations of what it is for me…and hubby. You may understand it differently and that is okay and perfect.

A glimpse of the future NOW

The time out ‘friendship’ and only ‘doing/being’ meditations of quiet love that hubby and I have experienced these long months has finally paid off. Mostly we have been so busy and extraordinarily tired to do much of anything other than meditate for short amounts of time together...but it has all been for a good reason. It has been re-setting, re-calibrating and helping us to re-member.

As we have been adjusting and going through changes within that have reflected in our outer world, it has seemed chaotic and there did not appear to be any specific pattern. Now with hindsight I can see that there is a pattern.

It felt so right to move into lovemaking last night and the depth of the stillness and beauty of intimacy and love was our reward.

The past few months have been somewhat hectic and will continue to be so until 22 December. My last night of work is 21 December and then I am on holiday for two weeks of R&R.