Portal to Love and Pleasure

I have taken time out from the transmutation work over the solstice and Christmas week.

Last night I entered a dreamscape that was both a dream and very real at the same time. I was aware of being somewhere else and yet aware of being in bed. Hubby’s HS was very strongly present over and in his body. I was struck by how big he was physically, as I lay with my head on his shoulder. And yet I could feel him beneath this overlay.

We were communicating telepathically and it felt so natural and very normal. Caught between my real self and this expanded version of me was very strange but I didn’t question, simply accepted it. As I write now I am having difficulty putting everything into sequence and explaining it in words.

We discussed quite a bit that was new to my real self but not new to the expanded me.

I knew something was about to happen but wasn’t sure what.

Somehow in this state we landed up making love. It was during this time that I realised quite a few things, one of which is that the body is comprised of portals and stargates of its own. Certain erogenous zones (for each person it is different) act as stargates and depending on your state of being, you can activate these stargates within yourself.

Hubby’s HS seemed to know all this and was automatically doing the activations on my body. It is something I’d not noticed before and as I was in a state of both the physical and non-physical I suppose I was able to more clearly ‘see’ what was going on.

As he activated one of the stargates on my body I could see energy spirals moving out. They were in shades of pink. My body and auric field’s reaction to this activation was not something I’d experienced before. I could feel myself in a state of floating bliss totally focused and yet not obsessively focused as I aware of encompassing everything…and I mean everything including the universe.

All during this time hubby’s HS was communicating with me…not explaining anything but merely seeming to transfer information to me that I seemed to understand and know. Very strange feeling. And…he kept on calling me Athena…which I only realised afterward.

This was a pure state of remembering. Everything that was happening was new and yet I knew it. It was like doors opening in my psyche and yet it was not only my mind but my body and my spirit – a mixing of all to become unified field, each in perfect harmony.

To cut a long intimate story short…we opened the portal that I have been talking about for a while. I’ve always called it the Portal to Love and Pleasure, but did not realise that it was something real.

It was overwhelmingly beautiful and so full of bliss. My body was singing like an instrument, the spirals of energy moving out in waves. It made me cry for ages afterward, tears running, my throat full and my body quivering. When I realised what we’d done I was so happy I cried some more. I remember saying over and over again, ‘We’ve done it. We’ve done it.’

The magnitude of the achievement was staggering for me – I think I was in a state of shock too.

So there you have it – the portal to love and pleasure is now officially open and flowing. As I watched it I could see many sparks of others adding their energy to the stargates and this portal.

With thanks my gratitude to those of you who took part in this activation. May this reinforce with strength the new matrix being created.

But you know what astounded me the most. Hubby said afterward as he wiped the tears from my face, ‘I’m here to make you happy.’ His HS had pretty much said the same thing a while before. He had incarnated into his body and it did not make any difference what kind of body it was, as long as he helped with the activation.

That just made me cry harder.


Thank you, baby. I love you and it is a privilege and an honour to be your life partner.