Here I am once again transmuting for the collective…and it is very dark here, very dark. This 3D sexual matrix is enough to drive anyone insane. But I suppose I wouldn’t be doing it if I wasn’t strong enough to handle it.
My life as such is great – no dramas or dilemmas and so if I hadn’t had information about where I am energetically and what I’m experiencing, I’d a thought I had regressed into a nightmare somehow.
The collective cannot move forward without this aspect being cleared, so here I am…’there’s a hole in my neighbourhood down which of late I cannot help but fall’.
The song by Elbow ‘Grounds for Divorce’ certainly sums up where I am at the moment. Grounds for divorce when it comes to the 3D world…not with hubby…who is patiently supporting me as I draw all this distressingly negative energy out. I have no idea what I would do without him.
I waiver between tears of distress, bouts of anger and a deep despair…and yet underneath all of this darkly negative energy is a steady and stable feeling of joy.
Although I might feel slightly lost, I know I am not. The support I am receiving is unbelievably powerful. Athena is very strongly present within me, and much of what I am doing is instinctive…without thought.
After a year of blogging almost daily about my journey, I find myself unable to share lately such is the darkness of what I experience.
I do know that I am not the only one doing this transmutation…