The Beach Boys’ song Wouldn’t It Be Nice has been winging its way through my mind today.
I finally had a look at it on YouTube…hehe…yeah I understand why now.
Ahh…the joys of ascension.
Hubby and I are in the stage of platonic friendship at the moment. One of the many cycles we’ve been through over the years. We need to grow in our own way without being too entangled with each other.
We’re both exhausted constantly and are quite content to be in each other’s company without the romance involved.
I do miss the closeness and the intimacy of our relationship and yet…it simply doesn’t seem right to force it. I’ve learnt over the years to follow the flow of what is happening as there is always an underlying reason that I’m not privy to.
Hubby is downloading and integrating at a rapid rate, so much so that last night he slept for 12 hours solid – which is unusual for him. As for me, I have withdrawn totally from everything including my unseen helpers. I am totally focused on my inner knowing rather than relying on outside information. There was too much coming at me from the outside and was confusing me horribly, thereby making me distracted and stressed.
This is one of the reasons I have closed my website down and withdrawn from other sites. It all seemed too fiddly and time consuming, which belies the idea that our lives are moving toward simplicity.
Quietly living in my own world has calmed me down and I feel at peace these days. That wintry feeling of wanting to hibernate is probably contributing to it. The dark and cold always make me feel like hiding away from the world, as I day dream about the world I am in the process of creating.
I suppose next year will be a year of vooma as far as the sacred union and travelling is concerned.
We’re taking a bit of time out and a breather until then.
Makes my hair stand on end when I think about it…so I’m not going to J and will merely enjoy my cosy den for the winter.