Ramblings about life . . .
What I share about my life is simply to help reinforce the understanding that it is possible to live with love and laughter, in between the tough times.
Life is what we make of it, no matter how harrowing. We accept and embody this with-in ourselves, thereby allowing the energy to manifest outwardly in our reality.
It starts with each one of us as an individual to form the collective consciousness.
Be the dream.
We honour the light and the life within you.
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Thursday, 21 April 2011
For ages now I’ve been trying to channel a meditation from Jem. I keep starting and then stopping. The reason is that it keeps bringing up so much stuff for me and I find it difficult to express what he is giving me. It also brings up loads of discomfort in the form of fear. I then shut down and have to get away.
I’m sorry Lighted Loving. I know this message is important but it feels like it’s too much for me to deal with at the moment.
With everything going on in my life I constantly feel like there is not enough time in the day. I will start on something and the next thing I know it’s two or three hours later and the day or night has gone.
I’ve also had the strange sensation of moving too fast lately. Walking from one place to another seems to happen so quickly and then there’s driving...
Well, now...even if I’m only doing 10 miles an hour in the car it feels like I’ve got my foot down to the floor. Sitting as a passenger seems to be even worse – I keep telling hubby to slow down and yet he is not travelling fast.
It is the weirdest sensation. Logically I know we’re not going fast ‘cause I can see it from the speedometer but sensually it is fast.
The other thing that is happening is the odd explosion of light on the periphery of my vision and yet when I look there is nothing there.
I dare say I’ll find out the answers soon enough.