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Ramblings about life . . .

What I share about my life is simply to help reinforce the understanding that it is possible to live with love and laughter, in between the tough times.

Life is what we make of it, no matter how harrowing. We accept and embody this with-in ourselves, thereby allowing the energy to manifest outwardly in our reality.

It starts with each one of us as an individual to form the collective consciousness.

Be the dream.

We honour the light and the life within you.

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Thursday, 21 April 2011


For ages now I’ve been trying to channel a meditation from Jem. I keep starting and then stopping. The reason is that it keeps bringing up so much stuff for me and I find it difficult to express what he is giving me. It also brings up loads of discomfort in the form of fear. I then shut down and have to get away.

I’m sorry Lighted Loving. I know this message is important but it feels like it’s too much for me to deal with at the moment.

With everything going on in my life I constantly feel like there is not enough time in the day. I will start on something and the next thing I know it’s two or three hours later and the day or night has gone.

I’ve also had the strange sensation of moving too fast lately. Walking from one place to another seems to happen so quickly and then there’s driving...

Well, now...even if I’m only doing 10 miles an hour in the car it feels like I’ve got my foot down to the floor. Sitting as a passenger seems to be even worse – I keep telling hubby to slow down and yet he is not travelling fast.

It is the weirdest sensation. Logically I know we’re not going fast ‘cause I can see it from the speedometer but sensually it is fast.

The other thing that is happening is the odd explosion of light on the periphery of my vision and yet when I look there is nothing there.

I dare say I’ll find out the answers soon enough.


Audrey said...

Check our Lani Calkin's Omega Transmissions: This from April 14, 2011:


"Indeed, we are calling you forth. This calling forth occurs during your processes of rest. Should you have been experiencing disturbances in your resting time, then you now understand it is because of the cycles involved in the process of alignment and moving that you physically are restored to your body consciousness and then you are able to readjust your body form, then the next time you pass into the different states of consciousness, into sleep, you are then moving forward again. Some of the movement at this present time is to distribute the pattern of energy flowing around the Earth station from your Sun-being."

Nutty Oddbod said...

Thank you, Audrey.
I will, indeed, have a look at these transmissions. I'll take all the help I can get :)
My thanks to you once again.
Hugs and love