The deeper we move into this month, the more I realise the
energies with-in me have changed in a tangible way making everything so much easier.
For years, the clearing of negative emotional debris has
been my focus. I’ve always wondered when it would end because it seemed to go
on forever. It is still an on-going quest, but is, as I said, much easier and much quicker.
As time has gone by, I noted the changes with-in
manifesting in my reality with-out. But it was so subtle that it was in looking
back that I recognised how much I’d transformed.
Today it is not so subtle. Someone on the outside looking in
would wonder what on earth I am talking about. But you learn, by listening to
yourself and your body, to understand what is going on with-in yourself, so you
can recognise this same process with-in others.
To some it may simply be that I am lucky. Ain’t that so very far
from the truth!
In this play that is life - I am all of it, from the director, to the producer,
to the script writer to the actors and everything in between. I cannot do this on
my own, so I have split myself off into different aspects to play all the parts,
placing a veil of forgetfulness over everything so that I and my cast can
really immerse ourselves and take on the personalities necessary. They/I are
doing an amazing job in this incredibly startling play that is my life.
As the peace with-in me grows, the stronger its effect is on
others.
If for example, I am faced with an irate patient - an
interaction with someone that spirals me down - the blame does not lie with anyone
else but me, it doesn’t matter who it is. It could be anything that triggers
them. Maybe they’ve had a bad day at work, a fight with their partner or
anything along those lines. I simply happen to be in their firing line. It is
up to me to make sure I am centred and it does not affect me.
Mostly it doesn’t. I am able, without great
difficulty, to remain centred and calm. Without thought I am able to sweet talk them from my heart, which in turn relaxes the patient until
they are, if not smiling and talkative, at least less grumpy and more amenable. Of course, there have been occasions when their anger
has sparked mine, so it hasn’t always easy to continue being balanced.
The
genius element in this game of life is that in recognising their ‘stuff’ has
touched on my ‘stuff’ and dragged it to the surface, it gives me the opportunity to
investigate what the heck is going on with me. The patient was/is simply the
messenger, one of the actors in the play - it is my attitude that makes the difference.
So, instead of me playing the victim and expecting everyone
else to change (which might never happen), I transform myself by transmuting the energy output that I have and therefore the
reality that I live in. As I do so, everything around me morphs to complement
the new vibrational energy that moves with-in me.
It’s all theatre - smoke and mirrors which helps me to
understand the energy with-in myself, and therefore the energy that I transmit
out into the world that makes up my reality. It’s the alchemical potential of
changing a base metal (fear) into gold (love).
Ya gotta love how incredibly clever we are to have set up
such amazing journeys for ourselves.
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