As we were making meditative love this morning I felt expanded…as though I was Mother Earth and hubby was the elements…the sun, the wind, the rain, the leaves, the insects, the butterflies etc.
All of these kiss and touch Mother Earth and love her to their fullest capacity.
We first started practising meditative love making last year when Aeolus integrated with hubby for one brief moment in time last year in July. We would move between ‘hot’ tantra and cool meditative love making without realising we were embracing bits and pieces of Karezza.It simply felt right.
Our meditative love making practice grows daily and through this so called abstinence (which isn’t really abstinence) we are creating the most amazing reality. Admittedly there have been times when the bliss is too much and we have been gently carried over the edge into orgasm…long languid orgasm.
Through BEing we are learning to DO. I am not sure how else to explain it.
Instead of actively participating in the act of ‘hot’ sex where the goal is control and finally an orgasm, we are now actively DOing by BEing and allowing the experience to carry us where we need to be. Anyone watching would think this is really boring. But it isn’t because inside the body is sighing with pleasure at the lack of goals and ‘performance anxiety’. Outwardly the energy is throwing a happy blissful peace party.
I was watching the energy this morning. It is still cycling between us in a double figure of 8 – the infinity symbol. Our HS Athena and Aeolus are intertwined in this energy field as well and as we are connected to them and to each other, the energy which we are anchoring is so much more powerful.
The simple act of BEing with each other and loving each other is creating a knock on effect. The depth of our love for each other coats everything in our reality and through this love we are creating more love.
We are in a period of incubating - I feel that this may last for a good few months. We are bringing the energy in and allowing it to grow without interference.
We recently discussed how our energy toward each other changed whenever we are in the presence of others. As we have been isolated for the last 4 weeks, today will be an interesting experience as we are socialising for the first time as a committed couple.
Our son is back today so it seems the honeymoon of total isolation is over.
Another very bizarre experience I’ve had on a few occasions was finding myself in hubby’s body. The first time it happened I was lying one morning after having woken and was staring at the ceiling not really thinking about anything, when suddenly I realised I was in hubby’s body. It could not have been more than a few seconds before I realised this…which of course jolted me back into my body.
We are becoming so closely bound energetically.
Over the last year when we are making love we can feel and read each other, but we are still within our own bodies and we are being empathic/intuitive. This experience was different because I was him. I could feel his body around my spirit which is very different experience to being in mind. His body is heavy and more muscular than mine so I could feel the density of it. Certainly brings a new meaning to the words ‘walking a mile in someone else’s shoes’ doesn’t it?
One of my work colleagues asked me, with a grin, if we’d consummated our re-affirmation in the clearing where the hand-fasting took place. Hehe…now that would be telling, wouldn’t it?