I am Andari, Pleasurina of the First Order of Lighted Loving. I greet you in love and pleasure.
I come forward to work on the body to help with the flow of energy. We will be specifically concentrating on the sacral area. Today it will be the turn of the female body.
There will be aspects of each channel, whether it is Jem or I, regarding portions of the body that might be specifically for females or males. If you are in a body of the opposite sex being channelled for, it would be best if you take part as each one of you has incarnated in a life or many lives as a different sex. In other words, even if you are in a male or female body this time your previous life might have been the opposite. Traumas from a male lifetime could also impact upon the female body you might occupy this time around, and vice versa. In order to achieve your full potential, clearing as much sexual trauma as possible is necessary.
Close your eyes and call upon the Angels, Archangels, Ascended Masters, Lighted Loving and any other beings of light you might use, to keep you in a safe space. Ask Archangel Michael to throw his blue cloak of protection over you and the Angels of Balance to place you in a column of balance. May whatever happens be for your own highest divine good.
Imagine that you are a growing smaller, becoming a very small being. Small enough to fit inside your body and move around so you can have a look at what is going on. Once you are small enough imagine yourself inside your womb.
Take a look around. For some of you, you might not be able to see, so imagine or feel. Allow whatever comes to you. It doesn’t matter if it is a thought, a feeling or colours that come into your mind. Whatever you get is relevant.
Take note of what is coming up for you. Please remember we are actually inside the womb. We are not dealing with any other part of the body as far as the reproductive organs are concerned. Many women suffer with menstruation problems, endometriosis, cramping, heavy flow, and irregular flow or have had difficulty with pregnancies or birth or a prolapsed womb or difficulties with menopause. It doesn’t matter what it is take a look around you or imagine or feel what is going on inside your womb. Feel and go with it. Trust your mind to give you the correct information.
Do you have areas where it might be a numb or distorted? Take that and have a look at it. When you go through trauma upon trauma in each lifetime, you add layer upon layer until it is too painful to feel. Sub-consciously you will have shut down and stopped the energy from moving through that area. And as a result you build up numbness. Have a look at it. Move inside the numbness. Feel it and allow it to seep into the pores of the tiny body that you’re in. Feel it. How does it make you feel? What thoughts are running through your head? If you can see, what are you seeing? It might bring up memories that you never knew were there. It might be a past life, current life. It doesn’t matter. Go with it follow it. Be in it because by being in it you are bringing it up and releasing it. Feel that numbness.
Many of you have ways in which you clear your issues. It doesn’t matter. For the time being what I would like you to do is to imagine a beautiful white light, like a bolt of lightning coming down and cleansing the numb area. Use it like a laser. As you watch it clear away the layers of numb, you might feel other emotions coming up. Allow yourself to feel them, don’t run away. Continue to use the lightning energy. You might find pain, anger or fear underneath. Just keep using the laser to clear it away. If you feel you need to use some other method, do whatever you feel is relevant to you. But stay with those feelings.
This is an exercise that you can continue doing until you have cleared all the numbness within the actual womb itself.
We are only dealing with the womb and the numb feeling. If by clearing away that numbness you have come across any other feeling like pain and guilt, fear, anger continue to use the laser of lightning to clear it away.
Now take note of the area that you have been clearing and cleansing. If you feel you have not done enough, leave it for a while and come back some other time. You can do this as often as you need to. But for the time being I’m going to ask you to step away from the numb area, to release the lightning and fill your womb with love and pleasure.
Once you have finished imagine yourself growing large enough to fit fully back inside your body. Wiggle your toes and fingers, and make sure you are anchored properly in your body. Feel yourself in your body. Imagine those roots growing out of your feet connecting deeply with Mother Earth and her nurturing energy moving up your legs and into your body. Feel the Sun’s energy, the energy of Mother/Father God, Mother Moon and take several deep breaths.
When you are ready, open your eyes. Thank all those beings who’ve been with you keeping you safe and ask that they continue to keep you in a safe space as you work through your traumas.
This exercise can be used for any negative feeling in any area of the body. Because this is so personal and individual we might give you tools and advice but you don’t necessarily have to use them. Use whatever makes you feel comfortable.
Until we meet again may you be held in the palm of Mother/Father God.
Yours in love and pleasure,
Andari and Jem
Ramblings about life . . .
What I share about my life is simply to help reinforce the understanding that it is possible to live with love and laughter, in between the tough times.
Life is what we make of it, no matter how harrowing. We accept and embody this with-in ourselves, thereby allowing the energy to manifest outwardly in our reality.
It starts with each one of us as an individual to form the collective consciousness.
Be the dream.
We honour the light and the life within you.
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