Mac n Cheese...and a little compassion

Just finished preparing Macaroni Cheese for tonight’s dinner as I’m doing a split shift this afternoon/evening reviewing patients, so when I get home after the first half I can shove it in the oven to warm up and eat before getting back to work for the second half. 

How cool is this - the NHS pays me to make difference, but I don’t do it only in the way they expect me to. It is a mixture of physical, emotional as well as energetic.  

The dance of LOVE

So what does this help for the ‘other side’ entail?

Well…from the beginning I didn’t know but was I surprised to find out. Not what I would ever have thought would be help…but you know on thinking about this it really makes sense. Gives me an idea why dancing and any other kind of body movement has been something I’ve paid attention to…and these days the need for it is morphing into something significant.

So from the beginning –

By them doing a ceremony to attract my attention it sort of pinged the last of my issue with money to the surface…so I thank them with gratitude for this. Many of the negative shadows have been created by us through our thoughts, emotions and actions.

But…we weren’t dealing with the shadows. We were dealing with actual entities…a far cry from a shadow.

Way too good to turn down

This morning

This whole not worthy business has been puzzling me…and like a dog with a bone, I have been gnawing away at it to figure out what is going on.

The pressure from this state has been very very strong. Where the hell has it come from?

As far as I know I’d cleared all of this and even if I did have some dregs, it surely would not be this strong, so strong it is making me feel so wrist slittingly depressed. I have recently been rapped over the knuckles for attempting to transmute for the collective…so what is this? Could I be doing this without knowing I am?