The elephant in the room

 

All of us are so intertwined whether we ‘know’ each other or not.

Making the changes from the 3^rd dimensional world of dense matter, negative energies and thought forms is not a piece of cake. I think it is harder than what we have, as a collective, ever faced before, mostly because we have to change upward instead of downward. It is easy enough to do the downward spiral but climbing up…now that takes a lot of effort and strength.

Having said that, it takes energy to be negative and that negativity can be very draining on us. Altering habits entrenched lifetime after lifetime takes some concerted effort. Doing the opposite also feels rather draining as we have to wrangle with and take a look at our inner demons that are manifesting outwardly. For most of us it has become the norm and is therefore far easier to sink back into habitual reactions and 'behave'.

Belly dancing

I recently started belly dancing classes.

Haha...who'd a guessed I'm so unco-ordinated?!

The sheer joy, camaraderie and happiness that emanates from the class is quite exhilarating. It, of course, boils down to the enthusiasm and zest of the teacher. You can see that she absolutely loves what she does. She constantly cheers us on whether we are doing well or not. Makes us feel good.

We have one wall that is mirrored and she coaxes and encourages us to watch ourselves and the movements we make. How many of us love staring at ourselves in the mirror? Haha...I don't but it is making me look at myself, warts and all! I am finding myself slowly accepting this, much of it being due to the shower of boosting words "you're all doing so well" " amazing how quickly you pick up things", etc. Gives me a good feeling inside, don't know about the others. Surprisingly, or not, it is this acceptance of me by her, that is allowing me to accept me. Reflections, eh?

Natural Lubrication

This company's products are amazing and something I highly recommend. They are all organic, natural and smell wonderful.

I have used both the water based and oil based. Prefer the oil based...

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Morphing beyond what we know and understand about relationships

What a strange time we are going through. I'm not sure it is a happy time, but it is certainly an adventure.

I feel like I am morphing into something far beyond my ken. I have no signs or landmarks along the way that I can judge or understand what is going on. No matter how much searching I do on the internet, I can find no answers besides that which is 'normal' and everyone's 'old' ideas.

Star families

On a whim I made a spur of the moment decision to fly out to Nice, Cote d'Azur to visit my friend in Menton. I simply needed a break from all the logical medical jargon I am currently studying and get a good soaking of the feminine whimsical magical world of the esoteric the two of us occupy when together. When I contacted her to find out if it was okay, she mentioned that I'd been constantly in her thoughts the last few days...and voila! here I was contacting her about a visit.

One evening after a busy day, we decided to exchange healing/meditation session. My healings are not healings as such but more creating a safe supportive space so that someone is able to do what they need to do, trusting that I will hold them as they do so without judgement. I can then tell them what I have seen occurring.

I went first. Please bear in mind that we were in a space where nothing ever happens in a linear way and all was occurring more or less at once. I shall attempt to construct so that it flows. I may seem to have had some thought processes, but mostly they were flashes of insights rather than thoughts. I follow my instincts, guided by the person's energy and body.