The grids

So much has been happening since 2012.

The year everyone thought would be the start of paradise on earth. I have to admit that I was one of those that thought this may be a possibility, was ever hopeful it was so, but that little niggle in the back of my mind kept saying 'no'. I was tired physically, mentally and emotionally and was ready for it to be over.

Lol...all it meant was that there was more hard work ahead of us.

For years Greg and I had been working on clearing the 3D sexual grid. Slowly this came to a halt (see blog Holding open the gateway) as these changes filtered down into the physical and we started holding a safe space for others to take back their power and step forward. Sometimes we were called on to do some  more clearing. Truthfully, I had no idea at the time what it meant.

Of course, spirit is very close mouthed when it comes to giving anyone a heads up about what's going on. I know for me this is a blessing because I'd probably f**k it up. It's best I just follow gut instinct whether I'm sure about it or not.

Athena has been very quiet, mostly in the background, not interfering and letting me do my thing. Even if I've felt lost. This is my path and I need to figure it out.

What should the 5D sexual grid be/look like? I have no idea. I know what it shouldn't be/look like. There are so many theories out there, but none of them sit right or really give an answer. I suppose with amount of entities from different solar systems, there will be confusion as each has their own version. From what I understand from the many meditations I have done over the last few decades, love is unconditional, but was does that even mean when brought down into the physical? We all have agendas whether we are aware of them or not. No incarnate human is baggage-less.

I used to be a great fan of channels. These last few years I've become bored with it all and with the conspiracy theories, etc. Everything seems so old and out of date. Unfortunately I have nothing to offer in place of this. I allow each minute, hour, day as it arrives to be my truth for that moment. It is specific to me and will be different to Greg's. Even though we work on grids and energy together, we have our own differing insights/perspectives.

These past few years have been pretty awful for most of us - difficult in our own specific way that is our pathway. This year of 2020 has been the cherry on top.

Some of the 'stuff' that has been/will be revealed will be very hard to stomach. I've seen how horrible whilst working on the grid. Not pretty and will shock and sicken us all.

I hope you're ready as only the tip of the iceberg has been revealed.  We cannot carry all the crap with us.

But like most of you, I wish it was all over. I've had enough.

Thankfully there are hundreds if not thousands working on the energies to assist as this is/has not ever been something one person alone can achieve. These numbers are being added to daily, if not, hourly.

You may not be aware of why you are here, but remember, no matter how dark things become, you are a valuable part of the tapestry that we are weaving and creating.

My gratitude to you.