Ashdown Forest in Winter

Greg and I have grown to love this area and explore it regularly as it is just down the road from us. This is also Winnie the Pooh country - you will find the Hundred Aker Wood here.

Winnie the Pooh

Electric Universe: Birkeland currents & Mer-Ka-Ba science - Drunvalo Melchizedek

Drunvalo Melchizedek - sacred spiritual sex (tantra) and the electric universe

Drunvalo's Flower of Life workshop that I did in 1996 was a pivotal point in my life that brought about much change. But since those days, I've not really paid much attention to his work - I reckon that I got what I needed when I needed it. I came across this on FB and was drawn to listening and WOW am I glad I did. I can so relate to what he is talking about.

Enjoy.

The juicy lubrication of love

Picture taken by Greg

In the days when I was channelling Lighted Loving, they kept advising that we should love ourselves.
Yeah man, I get it.

But on reflection these days...I didn't...really.

We never know what we have until it goes missing!!

I want to know what love is

Sunrise through the trees taken by Greg this past weekend

I woke this morning with this song buzzing around in my head - Foreigner - I want to know what love is.

I know it has nothing to do with externally wanting to have love - I am surrounded by love and loved ones. This is to do with my inner planes. I want to feel the love with-in myself for myself.

Isle of Wight

We spent a long weekend on the Isle of Wight in September. Mum visited with friends, whilst Greg and I explored this lovely little island.

The ever changing stages of my body and love making

It seems that my body is going through major changes, both within and without, in much the same way that the world is in chaos as we move up in frequency.

It never ceases to amaze me how everything is where it needs to be even though at the time it may seem at the time that it ISN'T - which of course is easy enough to see with hindsight. Marvelous thing hindsight, eh?

Bodiam Medieval Castle

Bodiam Castle - "Set in the heart of an historic landscape, with spiral staircases, battlements and a portcullis, 14th century Bodiam Castle is one of Britain's most picturesque and romantic ancient monuments." 

Broadwater Warren, High Weald, UK

Broadwater Warren - Set in the High Weald Area of Outstanding Beauty near to Royal Tunbridge Wells, big changes have been happening at Broadwater Warren.

When the RSPB took over the reserve in 2007, it was a large conifer plantation with just a few remnants of heathland surviving. The vast majority of major restoration works have already taken place as part of our ten year project to restore the historic open landscape of the Weald and improve the surrounding woodland for wildlife. 

Love and laughter

One of the greatest epiphanies I've had today is that I am deeper in love with my hubby, Greg, than ever before.

We disagree, fight, laugh, love, stress and niggle at each other - all the while constantly changing with-in, finding common footing, taking a breather before plunging into the next learning curve. And yet despite all that we go through, once all the dust has settled, the beacon of our love shines ever brighter.

New ventures

I wrote a blog a while ago called Stop Wasting Time and Effort (on my other blog). This is what I wrote:

"I had a very bizarre experience the other night at work. I was trying to settle a patient on a respiratory machine but he was fighting it.

Alchemical gold

Since my rant last week, things have changed considerably.

I have come to understand that my resentment and anger came about when we picked Mum up at the airport.

Acknowledging and accepting change

What a very interesting, emotionally draining and euphoric time I’ve had over the last 6 weeks.

With the current intense period of planetary alignments, eclipses, solar flares, the equinox, and blood moon, nothing is able to stay the same. Tonight is going to be a whopper. If you want to know more about this, there are plenty of astrologers who have blogs on the internet. One I find particularly interesting is this one Traversing Divine Darkness by Sarah Varcas mostly because Pallas Athena is very prominent in my life.

Ightham Mote

Ightham Mote - (pronounced 'i-tem')  "Dating back to approximately 1320, Ightham Mote is a medieval moated manor house close to the village of Ightham, near Sevenoaks in Kent."

Change within the heart

On the second to last day we were in France, I started to feel very restless. It got worse and worse until finally I realised that it was the combined pull of the Earth and my Soul.

With a quick word to Mom and Greg, I dashed out of the chalet and headed for the forest. As I walked I could feel myself starting to relax.

Nan Tien Temple, Australia

Nan Tien Temple - "Nan Tien Temple known as “Southern Paradise” is the largest Buddhist temple in the Southern Hemisphere. The temple focuses on the exchange of eastern and western cultures; the interchange of the traditional and the modern; and also the adaptation with the local communities."

Treehouse living in France

 

Here are the pictures of the treehouses that we slept in at Domaine de Poiseuil.

On our trip down to the Med, we stayed in two separate treehouses:

Our farewell trip to France

My mother arrives from South Africa on Wednesday. I've not seen her for about 5 years as my stepdad has been, and still is, too ill to travel.

Good day

Meandering path through Eastcourt park

Yesterday was a good day.

Actually most days at work are pretty good days, yesterday was a VERY good one - mostly because I experienced the first of my clinics with 30 minute time slots instead of 20. Who knew 10 minutes could make such a difference?

Aww...

After a long 12 hour shift up at the hospital last night, I stumbled home this morning to a laid table, a Hydrangea from our garden in a vase, mango juice and an egg sandwich wrapped in tinfoil.

Aww...my heart melted.

It was an unexpected gesture that made me feel really cherished.

Hubby has gone into London for the day to shoot some photographs while I sleep. He left very early this morning, long before I arrived home from work.

After 29 years, he still manages to get my heart pumping gooey happiness and love.

Haha...good grief - I need to adjust my camera's time. It seems I have come back from the future!

Split seconds of decision

I feel like I've become the most indecisive person on the planet this year.

It's not that I've ever had a specific plan, but I've always known, more or less, where my path is leading me and in the old days, after some deliberation I'd decide and then get on with it.
But these days I seem to constantly be swinging between what to do, kicking myself to make a decision and then changing my mind almost instantly - it is driving the logical part of me insane.